My birthday is coming up this Friday and I'm trying to make plans for it! I'm happy to finally be turning eighteen but I feel like my birthday isn't anywhere near as special as it was when I was little and thinking about it is getting sort of painful. I'm getting my friends together for food at a Thai restaurant in Williamsburg, so hopefully it turns out alright. :( I wish I was excited. Today's playlist is about love.

01. Jason Mraz - If It Kills Me.
well, all i really wanna do is love you, a kind much closer than friends use, but i still can't say it after all we've been through. and all i really want from you is to feel me as the feeling inside keeps building, and i will find a way to you if it kills me.

02. Tegan and Sara - Back In Your Head.
i just want back in your head, i'm not unfaithful but i'll stray when i get a little scared.

03. Secrets In Stereo - Again.
your eyes surprise me every time; your kiss, it twists me - blurring the lines. it's the very first night all over, the very first smile and then, i'm falling for you again.

04. Parachute - She (For Liz).
she, she is the words that i can't find; how can the only thing that's killing me make me feel so alive?

05. Uh Huh Her - Covered.
see, how do you love again? higher than the stars, you're covered in my hands tonight.

06. Massive Attack - Paradise Circus.
love is like a sin, my love, for the one that feels it the most; look at her with eyes like a flame, she will love you like a fly will never love you, again.

07. Civil Twilight - Letters From The Sky.
one of these days, the sky's gonna break and everything will escape.

08. Ellie Goulding - Starry Eyed.
you look at me, it's like you hit me with lightning.

09. The Fray - Say When.
i'm breaking down and you're breathing slowly. say the word and i will be your man, your man. say when and my own two hands will comfort you tonight, tonight. say when, and my own too arms will carry you tonight.

10. Imogen Heap - Headlock.
you say too late to start, got your heart in a headlock - I don't believe any of it. You say too late to start, with your heart in a headlock; you know you're better than this.

11. J. Holiday - Suffocate.
i can't leave her if i wanted to, her love turns men into fools; tell me what a man is to do cos i can't breathe when you talk to me, i can't breathe when you're touching me. i suffocate when you're away from me.